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# re: Dear Clients and Friends @ Monday, January 19, 2009 6:05 PM

well 20 minutes into my second call of the night my daughter acted out and had a huge tantrum that lasted for a couple hours for my returning. It has affected her more than I realized and her having me to herself uninterrupted made it more difficult than ever. Parenting is shaping the mind and feelings of a future person. It is no small task. She is finally asleep. I will absolutely have to make changes this year.

AllMyAngels

# re: Dear Clients and Friends @ Tuesday, January 20, 2009 3:22 AM

It is imperative that you honor your sacred time and space and I hope you move through your sadness with ease and can resume a semblance of order for your work schedule.. taking proper time for everything in our life is certainly a challenge to balance..

EVOLU

# re: Dear Clients and Friends @ Tuesday, January 20, 2009 6:11 PM

Thank you Evolu. Loss has made me a quieter person, which is not a bad thing. I used to fight for a cause I believed in or rally behind someone being treated unfairly. I had more fire in my soul. Death takes that away at least it did for me. I find myself reflecting more on the state of my life. I have become extremely tolerant where before I could be impatient. The value of life, all life becomes clearer. We all have quirks and differences. These things should be celebrated not singled out. As people we spend so much of our lives comparing ourselves to some standard of people we see as above us. Dysfunction lives everywhere in every home, behind every door. "They" are just as confused as "We" are. One shallow judgement of another person, one rude comment might be the final thing on any person's ability to cope list. One thoughtless action can send someone over the edge. Death teaches you to mind your words, to be inviting, accepting and loving. It may be the last time you have the chance. I spoke to Bryan's Mom on NYE I was just coming from dinner with my family. When she called. The Christmas present I got her had come late. She was calling to thank me. She had tears in her voice. I had ordered a blanket with Bryan's name and photo on it. So when she went to the hospital, she could take it and know he was with her. After he died she lay in bed and refused to go to the doctor. Her liver was failing even before Bryan died. I told her if Bryan was here he would never let you lay there. For him, you have to get up. He would be mad at you for not seeing your doctor. That day she got up and she went. That was 2 years ago. Before we ended our conversation New Years Eve, I said something to her that shocked me and my mom who was sitting close by. I had a glass of wine with dinner and perhaps it was why I said what I said. We were saying our goodbyes and I said,"You will see Bryan soon" and in a quiet and peaceful way she replied with a simple,"yes" I didn't know how soon. Thirteen days later in the hospital she took her last breath, with the blanket of her son over her body. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnLJdrfEw9s&feature=related

AllMyAngels

# re: Dear Clients and Friends @ Tuesday, January 20, 2009 9:45 PM

I just read about Bryans mom and the goose bumps are all over me wow.
That is freaky what happened.
You have to be strong though Dy,Bryan would want that.
You are learning something just not sure what yet.
We seem to have to be so strong as we go through these situations in life.
I have grown close to you Dy and I think about you a lot doing the work on keen and sometimes
I just enjoy talking to you as we have a understand as to where each other is at.
I will be faced with losing my job soon in may .
I will have to get on unemployment and do otther things as well.
Our livew are allways in flux with people coming and going in and out of our lives.
I have a son but he does not want to see me and brothers who cant connect with me and a mother who loves me very much and i am so grateful for her, even though she worries about me but that is because my dad is gone and she misses him terribly. Now she does not want to lose anyone else so I understand.
I am here for you Dy if you need,me just email me and i will try to call you,lol Cathy.

Cathys Light

# re: Dear Clients and Friends @ Wednesday, January 21, 2009 1:59 PM

I want to make a comment regarding what you said about about parenting - "Parenting is shaping the mind and feelings of a future person. It is no small task."
I am 42 years old and grew up in a home with 2 very unhappy parents.  They were so absorbed in their own misery and drama that they often ignored me (and my brothers as well).  But, I was the child that needed, wanted, and often demanded the attention - all to no avail.
As a result, I am still struggling at 42 to "get the attention" I need, that I never received as a child.
We MUST pay attention to our chilren and they MUST be our priority... how we parent them now will affect their psyches for the rest of their lives!  It is a HUGE and VERY IMPORTANT task for every parent!

kab628

# for dyana... @ Wednesday, January 21, 2009 4:15 PM

i am so sorry to hear about your loss...you have been through alot...

"behind every cloud is a silver lining"; i know that this statement is a cliche, but if we look hard enough there is so much truth in it.. it seems as though you have tapped into a need that is great in the death of brian's mother: giving more valuable time to your beautiful daughter serves a need for yourself as well as for her...although it is never negative for any of us to learn to play/be alone, it is also a benefit to keep a balance of time with those we love. as you said, death has made you reflect on life itself.

we are only young for a short time.
perhaps this is a message from brian's mom. remember that you are a good and loving person...you show this every day with your sweet and gentle nature. you deserve to honor who you are by taking the time to acknowledge your feelings and emotions. when you have processed everything that you need to, we will all be here. one would only hope that we can give what you have given all of us back

there has been so much loss and sadness in your young life. i find you to be a positive person...you aim to place that love is a spot where you reach all you talk to. when you return, that same loving energy will heal you while you heal others; you have so much to give, and that compassion and understanding that you have gained through pain, will reach others who experience similar encounters.

you are one of "the angels" in that sense. your gift has helped many already.  my thoughts, prayers and feelings are with you. remember the love you have given and received throughout time...it envelopes everything in your life. your daughter will only benefit in the loving gift of who you are.

i wish you peace and unconditional love

cthanx

# re: Dear Clients and Friends @ Friday, January 23, 2009 9:54 AM

In response to kab,
I was a neglected child too. I parent from the "how not to do it" book that were my parents. I teach my daughter to feel the struggles of others. Empathy is key to a good person. When she is struggling in school I tell her put all your love and heart in it. She is 5 and was troubled that her coloring was not as good as other girls in school so I said if you love your pictures and spend time on them the love will show. She is an amazing artist now. A child is work but not a burden. Laundry, cooking and order are important but the time you spend teaching them makes you a good mom. When she makes mistakes I give her a choice of consequences. This way she is involved in the cause and effect of poor choices. It teaches her to be her police herself. I tell her of all the things in the world she is the only thing I cannot live without. I give her "big helper jobs" so she feels proud and confidant in her growth. I see into the minds of people all day. I see their limitations due to difficult childhoods. Who they could have been is gone. If you are a parent reading this, it is okay if the laundry is backed up and you were so tired you made a pb&j sandwhich for their dinner. These things they will not remember. They will remember if you are grumpy, tired, or frustrated. TIME is the best gift a child can get from you. Give them books or craft projects this ensures you will be doing stuff together. Are you open to them? Do they know anytime they need it they can have a hug from you?

AllMyAngels

# re: Dear Clients and Friends @ Friday, January 23, 2009 10:40 AM

cthanx,
Thank you so much! Death has been all around me lately. It does make you think about how you want to be remembered. Will there be a crowd to see you off or a small handful? What stories will people tell about you? Will they laugh about your sense of humor? Or will they trade battle scar stories? When my dad passed both my brother and I were dry of tears he had been an extremely toxic and difficult man to live with. We built the wall so high it was empty when it came time to mourn him. I found it difficult to recall positive moments. He was a good father when my mom and he were still together. I have good memories from very young. What I am asking to to think of the mark you are making in this world. Whose heart are you touching? What will they say of you tomorrow if something tragic happened tonight? Step outside yourself and look in. Death gave me that view. It changed me forever. Bad and good. I am grateful I can feel the presence of those I love in Heaven. Heaven is home and here we wander aimless dying to be in the light of it's unconditional love.  We weep for ourselves at ones' passing. They are in a beautiful pure love beyond our most elaborate dreams. If there is such a place as hell we are here in it now. Because Heaven has no pain, anger or hurt...it simply doesn't exist! We stay here until we accomplish what our mission to master was. Then we do it agian and again. :)

AllMyAngels

# re: Dear Clients and Friends @ Saturday, February 07, 2009 10:08 PM

Nothing is more important than the love and time we can give our children.  When my kids were little I was professionally very successful but truth be told I was not a very good parent.  I knew my job and I was darn good at it - one of the best (a Leo's ego is a Leo's ego ;) ) but I didn't know how to parent and was not comfortable in that place.  Only after my department was outsourced and I was forced to be home parenting did I discover just how important and hard it is to be a parent - and what a blessing it is.  Enjoy your daughter Dhyanna - She is the blessing that you can either eagerly enjoy or one that will be lost in time because other things at the moment SEEMED more important.  We can wait - she cannot.  My best parenting advice from a "been there, done that."  

Coleen23

# re: Dear Clients and Friends @ Friday, February 20, 2009 12:24 AM

very eye opening, boy do I do all of the above, thank you so much for waking me up..

Pam

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