I've Been Humbled
Tested By the Universe
I always mention little things I have experienced and how they were handled as examples in my readings. Then you know, things seem to get too easy, and things seem to be repeated. I needed something new to write about, and boy, did I get it.
All of my life experiences seem to be creeping into my life once again so I can have some new stories to share, and yet it goes deeper than just this experience. The real lesson here is I am just as human as everybody else. While I have had the knowledge and understanding to help people, I have forgotten the feelings, as deeply rooted as they are, and how much they actually affect the human mind.
My life has been going through huge transitions. Both being large and smaller in variety, as well as being good and bad. These experiences are helping me to grow and adapt more to what this new day and age seems to be adapting to.
After thinking about it today, I realized I forgot what it was like to have to know the answer to the question 'why'. Now I remember again. lol With frustration, pain of feeling rejected, I can now remember how it's so important for me to know 'why?'
Not to say it's all bad though, because on the other hand, I have to step back and see there is good in my life, and I am going through a huge growth cycle, and all of this is happening because it's something in my control. I can honestly now express sentiments about how things can get better through our own actions. It's not what you've already done, it's what to do next to make things right.
I have been humbled and returned to a time where my life was my universe, and that's kind of hard to express or put into words. Other than to say while I've not lost my formal knowledge, I now remember more clearly how someone is hurting rather than trying to be hurtful. I have more of a ground now, because of my testing, to be able to understand why I am expressing the sentiments that I share with you.
Many Blessings,
Angel Tears From Heaven.