Looking for Aura!!!!!
Hello all:
I know I have been away and I am very sorry. Some of you may be wondering where my blog postings have gone as I have not done one in a long time. Some of you may be wondering where I myself have gone as you have had trouble reaching me. I am sorry to all who have tried to fine me. I have been away and miss you all but I needed to be alone with my home situation and I could not read for you in the condition I was in. Here is the situation for those of you who do not know what is going on. My mother was diagnosed with chirrosis of the liver--she is not a drinker and does not have hepatitis both are the leading cause of such liver disease. They still have not found the cause of the disease. In addition she has an aortic abdominal anurysem (sp) and she had an unbilical hernia. Well she had a surgery to fix the hernia, unfortunately she had a stroke on the table. We had been dealing with that and the known fact she will pass from this disease. My father died of the exact same thing but he was a drinker he was 45 when he did. My mother is much older than that now but it is still difficult. I thought I would have my mom a while longer as I am in my early 30's I thought at least not until 45 would I deal with the death of another parent. I was wrong. We all pray for the best. I took her in for an appointment today and in addition to all of the above she was also diagnosed with uterine cancer of which they can not treat due to the severity of the liver disease. With so much going on an a 4 year old to deal with getting on keen has been to say the lease difficult. I miss you guys and will be posting a schedule very shortly. It will be limited but it will allow some time to speak with each of you who need me and I will be on as much beyond the posted schedule as I possible can. Please be patient with me. I miss you all and will get back to you as soon as I can. If you wish you can also get an e-mail reading. I can do those at midnight if needed--goodness knows I am up. I hope this finds you all well. I will be posting shortly on how to cope with death--just some tips that I am trying and finding are helpful and hope they will help those of you who may feel you need it. I will also be opening a discussion of the most popular topic posted and read on here so far and that is problems in relationships. We will use it as a forum to help those who need guidance in their relationship.
Love and light to all
Aura