How many times have we heard that statement from clients, friends, acquaintances, even those closest to our lives, significant others, siblings even our beloved children.  It's a disturbing statement to be sure. I am not sure we even realize how disturbing that statement is when we ourselves throw it out to those surrounding our lives on a daily basis.  When it comes right down to it.... life isn't fair and the only certainty is for the most part, death and taxes:))

Several years ago, I spent a considerable amount of time sitting in the dentist chair.  It took almost a year to complete the whole reconstruction and believe me.... it got so much worse before it got better.  After one particularly heinous appointment, I was at that "I hate my life" point.  Sometimes a deconstruction comes before the reconstruction, and on that day I was feeling very deconstructed and depressed as hell.

Now what I love about spirit is that I am always directed to the message I need to hear, no matter who, what or where that message comes from.  On this day.... spirit led me to an adviser who engaged in many illegal practices and was eventually banned from the Keen community.  If I remember correctly, he was also charged with several counts of fraudulent behavior.  I only spoke to him that one time as it was shortly after, he got himself into trouble.  But his message resonated so strongly with me that I've never forgotten that conversation.

Sadly, I had one of those....."I hate my (insert appropriate F-bomb here) life" moments this morning:))  I have to admit, life is pretty much "suckin" for me as I write this.  Truth be known... I most likely dropped more than one F-bomb, more like 10:))  I seem to be on this VERY steep up hill climb.  With every two feet I gain, I feel as if the Universe drop kicks me back about 10 feet.  Frustrating to say the least and I was the Queen of my own pity party, complete with the ugly tiara, purple cape and scepter.  A party by the way that no one but me was in attendance.

As I was balling my fist at the Universe........ the conversation with that adviser several years ago flooded my being and brought a smile to my face:))  Now I do not remember exactly what he said to me, but the message resonated loud and clear.  So metaphorically speaking, as I was crying about not having pretty shoes for my feet, the divine source introduced me to the man with NO feet.

Although I know there is a lesson in my current challenges, I just do not know what it could possibly be or where exactly I will end up.  The only sure thing I do know is that I am going to have to pay my taxes and someday I will die, but.......I still have my feet.

Peace out friends,

Liz