Ask A Witch: The Queen Of Darkness in Gardner, IL
Dear Alexandra,
I call myself the Queen of Darkness because my life seems to be a nightmare! I am a practicing witch, not certified, but I'm pretty good at putting out thought-forms. I have vivid visions that are prophetic in nature, and am good at getting what I want. The problem is depression. It's ruining my life! I feel as if I'm living among a bunch of psychic vampires. I have no energy, and sleep is almost impossible. And, I'm addicted to having visions. I have been with a Scorpio and he has almost total control of me. I love him SO much, but I also have a problem with control and manipulation. We've been together 14 years, and share an 11 year old daughter. I was writing in my BOS and the pages lit up orange. Then, Ron walked in 10 minutes later, and said he smelled smoke. I freaked - I was convinced the place was on fire. As he opened the bedroom door, I swear I felt a surge of heat, and was sure I smelled gas mixed with smoke. I said, "Ron, the place is gonna' blow! Let's get out, now!" He didn't feel any heat, or smell any gas. I really did feel a surge of energy go past me. I'd like to know what you think of that. I'm also too sensitive. And, when I do the dowsing rods, one always points to me (the right one) and the left one points the opposite way. What is going on with me, and will I ever be able to ground myself, and be happy enough to really use my personal power?
The Queen Of Darkness in Gardner, IL
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Dear Queen,
I'm impressed by your own insight, because you seem to know exactly what is wrong. Why, if I were to simply read back your own letter to me in advice form, I would say: "Get treatment for depression, move into a more comfortable environment, don't allow yourself to be controlled, and learn to Ground yourself properly. Of course, we both know it isn't that simple. However, it is a good idea to start with the basics and get checked out by a doctor. You could be suffering from depression. And your experience with the non-existent fire could be an encounter with Ron's psychic energy, or it could be a sign of a seizure or other medical problem.
It's good to focus on these mundane aspects. Not only medical, but practical. Find a way that you can be alone to relax. Somewhere free of psychic vampires, and where Ron cannot disturb you. This would be a good place for you to meditate, and practice your Grounding techniques. You'd be surprised how wrangling your scattered energies can help you to rely on yourself emotionally. Of course, you may need a little help along the way. Therapy in order to learn coping techniques for resisting control and manipulation may be a solution. As well as building on your own carefully rooted energy to learn to psychically shield yourself from such assaults.
Light!
Alexandra
23 Apr 2004
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