Right before your eyes
Your sitting there and your thinking and thinking about how you can "get out" of the situation you are "stuck in." You think and you may even try to make some sense out of everything that may seem as if it makes no sense to you on any level... You have come to terms with the fact that you had done as much as you can to make things right in your life... You come away always feeling defeated or confused and maybe even alittle resentful at why other people seem to be okay or have and you do not.... It makes it hard for you to come to terms with why this seems to happen to you or keeps happening to you....Your brave at times, your understanding at times. You make many attempts to change your views on how you even have been looking at the situation. Yet...over and over it plays over in your head how can I get out of this never ending cycle.. Your uncertain at why it happens and what you can do to have it turn around in a different way for you... One day you say okay enough is enough.. The next day you find yourself feeling sorry for yourself. You just cannot seem to decide what side of the fence your on? What you are certain of that you need something to "break" and something to really change. You have good intentions for those you love, that does not always mean that they will behave the way you expect them too..You may want them to have the best and be the best, yet it still is not enough in your heart and mind to stand by and wait around, the best thing you can do is release them...let them go through and be what they need too... Your soul yearns for more better situations for you to be involved in. You WILL find yourself reaching out to someone that may be able to help you with some answers, some direction to try instead of the way you have been going about your life thus far... Do you follow any of the advice do you try it for a period of time and give it time to blossom? Do you try hard enough to stick with what is being shared with you to follow. You have to give time to new direction to start patterning within your dna. It is very hard to break habits and to break patterns that have been so ingrained in us, but- we definitely can do it with perserverence and continous support for those that can point us in the right direction.
You climb to the top of the mountaintop for every thing you do. You roll over backwards to make things right in the eyes of those around you. So, now what can you do to make it change come about and come alive. How can you free yourself from a lock in perception that really does not serve you any good.... You can and you will~ through every action their is an outcome and it will all depend on how you will come into exceptance of what you will have to do or what you will have to let go of inorder to allow yourself so peace of mind.
If you love someone so much and they seem to treat you unfairly and you know in your heart you have done all you can to make things work, bent over backwards and forwards..Than you may have to free this (section of your energy) with this person. Letting go does not mean never seeing them again or having interaction again with them again..... It just means you may have to allow them the time they need to go through what they are going through~ even though it may seem as if they are not being fair to you. You are just the (stand in) for their journey and if there is more of a connection you will know this in your heart, not your head.....You do not have to stand there and allow any type of pain to spill over onto you while you can pull back and move forward. That gain does not mean that it is over~ everything is lost and no more will this situation come back around again. Unless you decide it not to come back around. That is where you have a decision to make. You can either think from your heart or your mind? Pay attentions to the signs that are presented to you and you will have to without a doubt be responsible for your part.
It is funny how one minute something can seem to be destroyed and the next minute out of the ashes arises a brand new situation. Just that fast! Life throws many curve balls but that does not mean you need to be knocked down by everyone of them with never being able to get up again...better than ever!! You may take a blow and before you know it everything has leveled out and you are back on your feet with a new idea or dream. Your never overly burdened by anything that you cannot get through...In that second it may seem impossible but~ just hold on a bit longer and you will see how things change for the better. Your storm has a horizon filled with better dreams and hopes for you.
Love is more than just a feeling and a fix all....The real embedded love is a knowing deep in the center of everything that just is.... It is not having to fix anything with it. It is a pure way of being. You cannot describe it with words as much as a knowing how to use it for the good of all and you do ..Not everyone is clear of what love is and how it is activated in us. You have been groomed to believe that love is an answer to a problem. Not true! You have understand this love as a way of being. You cannot go to any measures to achieve this love...It just opens up for you when you are ready for this real place within. There is where you can see through many situations of life and there is where you come to terms with obstacles...We work towards this way of being everyday as humans evolving into angels. Your angelic being already is there just waiting for your outer core to be able to catch up..When you love with an open forgiveness in your heart center you do not get bothered by outside disturbances. You do not get so caught up in crazy dramas, your able to see it and let it go.. Your able to not stay so attached to things that hurt so much. Your able to allow the flow of this love to keep your surrounded.. It takes time to get to that space and when you do nothing will ever again allow you to have to have carry such a thick layer of protection inorder for you to survive....Love has alot to do with the person you are if you are hardened by trauma in your life or pain you will never allow this "real love" to permeante your inner core"...You will mock~love~you will say remarks about love as it is not real or it cannot help heal your inner being. Love is healthy when you open your heart up and allow the flow to come through. Many many people do not know what love is really about....or how it really works and again it is not achieved it is open to all of us...
If we hang on to tightly to what we are trying to control.....this will never get any better....... we lock ourselves into more of that thinking...thinking.... Our minds are powerful! and we can stay attached to patterns that we keep believing in and keep creating we have the ability to make a difference for another and mainly ourselves. Poof!!! change happens even when we are not looking or ready.. Come to a place of letting yourself free by not expecting to much to soon. Your eyes may see just one thing that makes no sense to the mind but- our heart/soul knows better.
Love,
Donna