"I" hurt and "do not know what to do"
I had responded on a blog today and it stirred up something within me that really wanted to be shared outwardly.
People hurt and when they do they act out in so many ways. Some people pretend to be so strong and nothing bothers them. Some people scream and yell to be heard. Some people bite hard and do not even know they are doing so. Lets face it this service is about wanting to "see" our issues and to work through to a brighter future. People call for relationships issues some for personal and many other area's as well. People are looking for answers to their pain their issues. They want to be guided and many times they are looking for someone to talk to that they think have something that can help them out. That is where those Gifts come into play, and where the not so light hearted need to come into play. It is not always a ((job)) that is rewarding with a medal. It is like parenting a "thankless job" as well. You do it because your heart is connected and deep in your soul the whispers are being sent to you to do so.
That is when you know how much your "service" means more than just a feedback. Okay people call yelling, carrying on and being rude and leave some nasty words. They hurt from every place in their being . They do not know what else to do. They are shattered and scared and find that everything they have tried does not work. They feel helpless and weak and vunerable. Is that not why people do the things they do?? They climb mountain after mountain and find themselves still lost and stuck. I am not saying be a punching bag or allow someone to hurt you, but- are they really when they are the ones in such pain, who is really in pain?? This ((job)) requires people with backbone and compassion to guide and see past all the fears that someone has. People run with the pain and sleep with the pain 24/7. They call yes some out of addiction, use to doing so,. Some call for reassurance some call for the energy they feel. Some call for answers to questions that are driving them insane. But--- this road all leads to the same place. GROWTH. This road all takes us to grow within ourselves.
We can either ((understand)) that we all are growing from our interactions. I am learning to be more compassionate and less judgemental. I am learning to be a better support and not take everything everyone does so personally. It is not all about ME!
It is more than that, it is more than meets the eye. Your pain, my pain is wanting to be resolved and lifted. People want to be freed and liberated. Come on we know this.
Hugs,
Donna