The journey is the thing
"To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive."
- Robert Louis Stevenson.
When you feel as if you will never "arrive" at what you want, try to focus on all that you learn or can enjoy anyway on the road there. Now, and now, and now is still as important as where you are trying to get to.
I'm available until 9.30 pm tonight (central time) -- let's take a look at your "now" and where we can get it to be heading.