The Angel's Loft

Oh the LIES WE tell OURSELVES........!

I'm recycling this blog because it holds as much value today as it did in 2007. Be true to what your heart knows!

You know in your heart that he doesn't "love" you. You KNOW this, yet you are sucked into the words that he says. Why? Because YOU want to believe that all of mankind is as generous and thoughtful as YOU are. So, you enter into his flower garden full of daisies with petals that come off one day at a time - he loves you, he loves you not, he loves you, he loves you not.

Then you're "confused". Why is it that he can be oh, so sincere one day, and act like you don't exist the next? You are NOT 'confused'. Your soul KNOWS what truth is, and where the truth rests. It's because you desperately choose to hear the sincerity, not the truth. And, herein lies the "confusion". How can he be so cruel? How can he stand there and lie to you with such a straight face? How can it be that he doesn't "love" you one day, then professes his undying love to you the next?

The only "confusion" with this scenario is the struggle between your head and your soul. Your soul is trying to get to your head, but your head blocks out what its trying to say to you, choosing instead to believe in the deceiver. The center of the daisy is left bright yellow - all alone, no more petals to pluck. Yellow is the color of intuition and insights. Now that you have this bright yellow center - your core being - left standing alone, I suggest you take a good look at what it holds for you.

There is nothing more to hide, it's only you. There are no more petals of deception and lies to pick off one at a time. Alone, you can see that it was a charade. There is no "confusion" in true love. True love resides within you.  Oh, sure, you can feel like a fool for buying into the act. But where does this feeling come from? Um, YOU. You can say that it was painful, but again, where does this pain come from? Um, YOU. Because within you is TRUTH. Within your soul is where the answers are to the uncomfortable and confused state that you find yourself struggling with.

In time, you'll grow stronger petals that will protect your beautiful core, and once again shine through...all in time. Yes, you will even heal. In time as you release the resentment - not at HIM - but at yourself for believing in a liar and a deceiver. And, no, you won't allow this experience to jade you toward love and a loving relationship. You'll move forward and someone else that is LIKE-MINDED will capture your heart.

As long as you are TRUE to YOURSELF, there will always be inner peace and harmony for you.....ALWAYS.... and this is a fact, and it's a truth... a gift from your angels that surround you and try like crazy to guide you - even when you insist to your ego-self that they must be wrong.