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Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at.

I went looking for my old fattest pictures. You can't know how far I've come if you don't see how bad it was. But it was very, very painful.... so many pictures of Mr. Black.... and me so HUGE..... I mean, I'm still in a fat suit... but God. I can't imagine how I let myself be that unhealthy.  Oh, yeah, come to think of it... that being molested when mom weighed 400 pounds, how I accidentally programmed myself that summer, how the food manufacturers and their marketers picked up the ball from there and ran with it. Now I remember. I posted blogs about those things here just in the last month.

All of my fattest pictures were taken by my grandson, Bishop.  When I saw them I sincerely thought, "God love him, he wants to help me be healthier so he took these pictures to make me look fatter than I am. Is he great or what!!"   Yeah, I thought I was living in Branson, Mo. And really I was living in the state of Denial.


I'm the one that looks like Jabba the Hut




In this picture I appear to be wearing hog jowls



That's enough.  There's no need for you to see more of those. 

Here are two more recent pictures of me.



This one was taken the first day of Tony Robbins UPW seminar/concert/party March 10th of this year. I was still a smoker that day.  Two days later and I was so done with them I haven't wanted one since.  But the weight?  Yeah I was still gaining back 8 to 10 pounds a month.







I'm not good with a cellphone, so my face looks like a blur,
but the figure looked so much better I had to post it anyways.
I think I took this one the day before the wreck.


(: Yes, I am holding my tummy in as tight as I can. :)



I won't write another blog post until we've posted my weigh in video to YouTube.
Hopefully it will be Monday or Tuesday.  See you then!




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Published Sunday, October 24, 2010 8:30 AM by Lollie-ext-5555
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# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Saturday, October 23, 2010 6:52 PM

Thank you. YOu are an amazing human being.

Fiore

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Saturday, October 23, 2010 7:12 PM

Congratulations Lollie!  Amazing job!

James Vitale

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Saturday, October 23, 2010 7:22 PM

WOW!!!  Two different people!  Thanks for sharing!  You look years younger!

Little White Witch

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Saturday, October 23, 2010 8:19 PM

OMG! Fiore, thank you!  I think I've put together a program that has amazed me with it's incredible effectiveness. In my quote show there's one by Jimmy Carter where he says, "You can do what you have to do, and sometimes you can do it even better than you think you can."  Every time I read it, my conscious mind was like, "well, I'll just be glad to do it."  But apparently his words landed like a little seed that sprouted in my brain. I loved Jimmy Carter before, but after I let him program that thought into me.... I LOOOOOVE that man to pieces now!!!

Lollie-ext-5555

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Saturday, October 23, 2010 8:21 PM

Remember John Travolta in that musical where he played the mother? He always sounded just like me, "I'm too fat for pictures!"  Sometimes I think I should have taken more. But it was unbearable then, and it's almost unbearable to see them now. :)

Lollie-ext-5555

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Saturday, October 23, 2010 8:55 PM

Wow, all of you can really see the difference? Talk about waiting to exhale! I couldn't be sure. I thought might be still so much in denial, I didn't know what to believe. And LittleWhiteWitch, I have to tell you, the camera does lie about my wrinkles. As I've lost weight I'm wrinkling at an advanced pace. But no matter, you're right.  I am younger, healthier and with far more energy. I don't even care about the wrinkles. At that Jabba the Hut weight above, every time I so much as turned over in bed I was turning me, plus 160+ pounds of excess fat.... See? Being fat is a damn hard, exhausting job. I am so relieved I quit!! Thank you guys for letting me know. I really was holding my breath and afraid to look. :))`

Lollie-ext-5555

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Saturday, October 23, 2010 9:47 PM

Wow, you look great keep up the good work. Don't forget to change things up, so your body don't get use to one routine and plateau.

ESQMEK

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Saturday, October 23, 2010 10:09 PM

Fantastic job, Lollie. As others have stated, you definitely look way younger, amazingly fit and so vibrant! A new person! You definitely are an inspiration to me as well. I am struggling and have plateaued. Thanks for the inspiration, after seeing your pictures, I have definitely decided to keep going on.

Snufile

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 12:00 AM

all i can say is you go girl!!!! wow, if nothing else, thanks so much for the inspiration lollie!!! you are awesome and that's no lie!!! faith, stamina, stubborn-ness, whatever, you have what it takes, a thousand thanks to you for showing us that it can be done and you can!!! love ya tons!!!

laughing eyes

# re: ESQMEK @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 6:43 AM

Good reminder... yeah, yesterday I was 191, today, I'm 192, and dropping excess weight always see-saws as it goes down so it's hard at first to tell if this is part of the see-saw or a plateau.  I think I'm still alright, I was strictly treadmill for like the last two weeks, and now I'm dancing, cleaning and pacing holes in the floors of my house. :))

Lollie-ext-5555

# re: Laughing Eyes @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 6:46 AM

Carol, it's all because I've dramatically rewired my brain.  And after I get the program polished up and safe for everyone, taking Mother Theresa's advice, "Let's do something beautiful for God today."  I will share it and it changes everything.  From a lifetime of trying to keep the calories down, I'm still currently having to be careful to eat enough calories to keep losing. If that's not a rewired brain, I don't know what is. :))  Your comments absolutely relieve and delight me. :))`

Lollie-ext-5555

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 7:03 AM

I feel the same.  I look back on old pictures and think was that really me.   I was over 200 pounds when I had my kids, got down to 150 and then quit smoking and went right back up to 200.  Then through divorce, coffee and unfortunately back to cigarettes went down to 100 pounds and was a little anorexic looking.   Now back up to 115-120 (high school weight) and lovin it.  Unfortunately the cigarettes are still around but I am working on that.  Went shopping after 4 years and bought some new clothes.  I was scared at first and didnt know what size to even look for since I had been wearing old baggy clothes for so long.   Lo and behold size 4 or size 6 depending on the manufacturer.   I was absolutely thrilled.  Of course I know the weight could change at any time.  But for now I am as happy as can be.  Whether it is 5 pounds or 50 pounds you want to shed you can do it.  Keep up the good work.   Lol Anette

limbo

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 7:14 AM

Like I always tell you "Lollie you look and are amazing"!  What an amazing transfiguration. You are looking wonderful.

Rosie

Rosalea

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 8:16 AM

You look wonderful Lollie!!! keep up the good work!! your shine comes from the inside out!!

Lucia30

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 9:11 AM

Wow, Annette... that's a lot of work you've done!  And I can tell you never fell on your Dachshund when you were at your heaviest because of the casual way you said "Of course I know the weight could change at any time."  The reason I've rewired my brain and will continue to run my commercials while working out daily for the rest of my life is because I'm determined to never go back to being fat. I really have permanently quit the hard job of being the fat girl. And if you ever get fat or skinny again you'll be okay, because by then I'll have this program out there for everyone that wants to follow it. I am DONE with loving any food in the world that doesn't sincerely love and nourish me. When you are too, look me up. There's only one Lollie Dot Com in the world. I'll be easy to find. :)

Lollie-ext-5555

# re: Rosie @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 9:16 AM

Rosie,  if you hadn't been here, I don't know how long it would have taken me to find the way to protect girls using this program from anorexia and/or bulimia. But once I felt your pain from the loss of your daughter... I couldn't stop feeling it till I found the answer. (((Rosie)))  

Lollie-ext-5555

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 10:34 AM

You are amazing woman lollie.  I can not believe what a difference it makes to see you before and after.  I know that the work you have to put into this has to have been very challangeing.  You have come along way and you look great.  Keep up the good work

thorapullen

# re:Thorapullen @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 11:00 AM

I was afraid I'd get comments that damned me with faint praise, proving I was still in a state of denial. I am still what is medically termed "Obese." But man oh man!! These comments are a far cry from faint praise!!! I will keep running the commercials I created to get me here while I work out, every day for the rest of my life.  I promise. And that means I AM SAFE!!

Lollie-ext-5555

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 2:27 PM

Lollie,

NO FAINT PRAISE. It is obvious to all of us that inside, there was a person trapped but kicking and screaming though the pain to get out. You are doing an unbelievable thing. I know what it is like to use food to silence the pain. You are daring to feel the feelings. You are a courageous woman indeed.

Fiore

# re: Fiore @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 2:42 PM

I don't think I've cried so many tears of joy in one day. Thank you, thank you all!! :))````

There have been rough days. But I believed that if I just kept running 'my commercials' and "flocking" the manufactured food commercials I could rewire my brain. And it really is just like Jimmy Carter said.  "You can do what you have to do, and sometimes you can do it even better than you think you can."  The stress eating was killed dead as a doornail within a month of when I started running my commercials.  This program isn't for every one. It's just for the ones who are sick to death of where they're at and willing to do whatever it takes to change.

Lollie-ext-5555

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 7:04 PM

WOW

Fiore

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Sunday, October 24, 2010 7:24 PM

Lollie,

You have come so far and achieved so much!  It takes a lot of courage, strength, endurance, and determination to make such a life style change.  You will achieve your goals and have the body you want...I KNOW it!

However, I must tell you this--you were still a beautiful person in the before pictures.  Naturally, not as healthier nor perhaps as happy as you are today with the weight loss, but still a beautiful person...and a remarkable amazing woman!

May you continue to be blessed on your journey!

Keep wiggling! :)  

Advisor Lil Mel

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Monday, October 25, 2010 5:47 AM

Thanks for sharing these Lollie. You are an inspiration. What amazing progress you have made. You look fantastic! Congrats!

Mystical Marie

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Monday, October 25, 2010 7:32 AM

You look amazing but better than that I can see how great YOU feel inside and out! There is definitely more than weight that you let go of... How amazing! Always Love Ya!

lorimill5

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Monday, October 25, 2010 8:52 AM

Wow!! You have come a long way baby!! you look great~Rhonda

HelpMeRhonda777

# re: Some "Before" Pictures of me... hard to look at. @ Monday, October 25, 2010 12:11 PM

Wow!!! You are really committed to your health! You are looking great!!!

Meem Bliss

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