~~THE TEETER TOTER OF LOVE~~~
~~AND SOMEOTHER STUFF~~
I have come to realize ..... That I too am totaly addicted to the litteral physical reactions to love..... and no.... I am not talking about sex... I am talking about that realization that my heart just jumped out of my chest when I finaly saw him coming around the corner at the Airport.
or, when he departs that same afternoon we walk slowly , waiting until the last minute to hug and kiss good bye...
. We just keep talking about stuff, anything, anything at all, to stay one more second together. Then, finaly he says..in that strong soft tone." Hug and kiss me goodbye (and you do over that dad-gum rope thing) .... and you say " I love you at the same time in each others ear, so no other can hear, or be apart of this thing that is making a man hold back tears, and a woman hold her breath, cause he's leaving you.
Wow, what an upside of the teeter toter. Then there are the... He hasnt called in a week. and you dont dare call him. cause he cant think that ignoring you is so easy...
you sit there and try to breath slowly so you dont pick up the phone yourself. You change your brain and watch some tv or something. Wow , that's the downside to that .
And ,as for me, I will continue to ride this dang seesaw .
My guy tells me, think about the good stuff. So I do or try to.
MAMA'S QUOTE OF THE DAY: " GOOD NIGHT, I LOVE YOU TOO."