REGRET
There's that one you let go of . . . and later regret walking away from. & that life change you made and now feel guilty because you screwed it all up.
Those choices and changes which created emotional damage to your children.
Years of being spiritually asleep and time wasted.
Allowing a bully to abuse you in a relationship for too long.
Feeling frozen and trapped because you're in debt up to your eye balls with too many commitments.
Twenty pounds heavier and you still double up with the ice cream.
Clutter everywhere in your house and you're putting off that deep cleaning for another week, it never gets done.
Aching to travel . . . to Hawaii or Arizona, Florida or overseas, and you don't believe you'll ever find the money or time to do it.
Feeling trapped in a loveless, passionless relationship and going through the motions of living day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day . . .
Finding yourself yet again with another loser, or abuser, or neglectful person (you fill in the blank).
Where has that child-like freedom gone? What will it take to get this back? How trapped are you REALLY?
What's stopping you from down-sizing the expensive house, RV, car, & stuff you buy / owe . . . ?
Maybe channel that tendancy to use credit on impulsive things into quality freedom times, like travel, circles of healthy friendships and on all the things you've ever dreamed about doing?
Life is not forever, it's a GIFT and a blessing! Is it serving you to place such high value on situations which keep you limited, rather than unlimited?
Break out! Make an outrageous goal to do just ONE thing you've ALWAYS dreamed of doing. And not because you're dying of cancer or it's the end of the world, but because this is the first day of the rest of your AWAKE and JOYFUL life!
Take the first step, make that very first plan. See yourself accomplishing the first thing on your list; it's that one which has been waiting there for you to pay attention to it for so long.
Nobody is going to do it for you. Stop waiting for lightniing to strike. You are the change you want to make, & you simply must decide that you CAN spend that money- ((you'd ordinarily spend on a huge cell phone bill or an expensive date)) . . . on the first thing on your dream list.
A joyful life experiencing the fruits of your genuine desire can heal guilt and regret created by years of only half living.
Forgive yourself NOW for any choices made that may have hurt your loved ones and yourself.
You're human and you are also divinely beautiful all at once. There's a spiritual reason you went through the pain you 've gone through.
There's a spiritual reason you feel pain.
It's all about learning to accept and to forgive and to tolerate; to love and to let go.
It's all about realizing that ultimately, life is an adventure and a journey- meant to be experienced.
It's not about unlived dreams and unsung songs.
Remember how you're brought to tears when you witness someone bearing their soul through art & music, the experience of true love . . . or the overcoming of a heartbreaking obstical?
You cry because you identify with that part of you which longs to be free and live a genuine life of your own creation!
On this day and in this moment, decide you will set your mind on doing one thing which you've always wanted to do, no matter how big or small. One thing which will bring you a closer to the life you have always longed to live.
Light Always,
Fawn