Day one: Called to ask a psychic about Mr. O. It was a wonderful, insightful, inspiring and accurate reading!! Yeah, I think I'll call her back.
Day two. Called reader again. Wow! The same thing, lots of hope here. And it's so great to hear what's going on in his life, maybe even a little more in debth about our potential here.
Same day two, a little bit later: Good reading I guess. I feel better. More reassurances.
Day three: Not as exciting as at first. Why won't anything CHANGE? NOTHING IS SPEEDING UP! The same things were said like at first about Mr. O, but I don't feel the same excitement.
Day four: Still waiting for the prediction to happen. Well, she said it would take some time. Yeah, I know also that she said this is a spiritual lesson and challenge, that I must change some things in myself in order to see the changes start on the outside, but when am I going to see a sign? Why am I getting the same old same old from the readings?
Day five: Hmmmmmmmmm.
Day five a little later: No matter how many ways and how many times I ask about Mr. O, the same old prediction about patience and changing things about how I direct my energy are said. I mean, she's such a great psychic, so accurate and amazing. At least I thought so at first! Now it feels like I'm supposed to be in charge of the way I direct my focus and feelings and stuff in order to be happy. I don't know.
Day five even later: She says I'm being a little obsessive over his not contacting me and that my over focus of energy on this is pushing him away. She sucks actually.
Day six: No call.
Day seven: I found another psychic reader is just AWESOME!!! She is accurate and wonderful, just knew EVERYTHING about Mr. O. I can't wait to call her back for an update!
Day seven a little later: She sort of said the same thing as that first psychic and it's a little disturbing that I'm getting this free will and stuff always thrown in to the conversation when I want to know what is going to HAPPEN! I mean, it's a psychic reading for God's sake!
Day seven late that night: I can't stand it anymore. This third reader has thrown me way off with the negative outcomes here. Now I'm really confused. I feel so out of control. I can't wait until that fist psychic is online again. She'll make me feel better.
Day eight: I talked to the first reader again. I feel a little better but why in the hell is everything moving so slow?! I've been pacing my house in desperation day and night about this guy not calling me yet. Why doesn't anyone tell me the future?! Why?!!
Day Nine: My old friend, a dear old friend, visited me today and we went out on the town and had such a great time!!! I was so happy for the first time in days and I forgot about Mr. O for the entire time we feasted and talked about old times. When I got home there was a message on my computer from him! Imagine that. I'm so content at this moment I don't feel like calling a psychic.
Day Ten: I called my first reader and she tells me that the act of letting go and being happy actually sped something up in the process of contact. She says that while my friend was visiting, I was fine in the moment and didn't even notice if he was or was not calling me. Well, that's true. She says that he noticed on an energetic level that I wasn't 'hounding' him anymore. Well, she put this in much nicer words. lol. When he sensed my absence and tapped in to my joy when he did find me intuitively, he wanted to reach out.
Maybe there's something to this business about directing my energy and my outcomes?