SURVIVAL of the FITTEST...
This will be my first ever attempt at online public journaling
It's hot, it's muggy, and I'm a bit bored. Currently I'm reviewing my options or maybe I ought to say I'm creating my options. Survivor is something I want to apply for, I'm different enough from the regular joe and been through enough to be interesting. I'm the strongest person most people say they know. We'll all find out when I get casted. I'll have to wait to apply until next year though because the deadline for this year was July 15. I'm also looking into Amazing Race I've got a friend who wants to go on it with me, if we get cast hopefully we won't kill each other in the process. My goal obviously is the cash and prizes!!!
I could use them.
I have two companies and one is in a sort of holding pattern due to the recent produce scares and recalls. Montana Mommas Company DBA Montana Mommas and I'm producing my friends recipe for a Hot-n-Spicy Fresh refrigerated Salsa. It's Hot N It's Spicy and It's "soon to be the worlds MOst LOVED Salsa". There's a lot of interest and a few stores carrying it right now. Breaking into the Food Industry is not for the faint of heart or those who don't have stick-too-it-iveness! Fortunately I do.
My other company is doing well and I've only just begun to rebuild my clientel after 4 years sabatical. I kept having major "life gets in the way" obstacles each time I started business again. This time around the "life gets in the way" issues CAN'T, I won't let anything else stop me because it's this and the Salsa or my kids and I don't eat.
When Chris (my husband) decided to leave (die) he left a lot of extra S*!t to take care of. Emotional, financial, physical and other. I jokingly told people who wanted to get too close to me that they didn't want to know me, "I've got issues, I got baggage...no seriously I've got Truck loads. Most people have wheel barrows but I've got Truck loads!" I laughed, I cried, I got on bye.
In the last 19months I've healed a lot and so have my boys. I realized those trucks were dump trucks so I've dumped all the S*!t out and used it as fertalized soil where I've already manifested plants that have grown and are bearing GOOD n taSTY new fruits. I started almost as soon as he passed but didn't realize it till around 7 months out and I dumped the last load out on July 31st of this year. There are plenty more seeds I've planted that have yet to sprout. I'm no longer saying I've got issues, I let them go and let them grow my/our (my boys and I) new beginings.
I am a True Survivor!
I'm Back, Bold, Beautiful and like Sophia....
I was born SeXY!
Look out WORLD...It's a new day, it's a new dawn and I'm
Feel'n GooD
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