Spirituality * Weeping Tears of Blood
Everyone walks the “40 days and 40 nights of the desert”…be it divorce, crisis, abuse, life choice or over whelming obstacles. We all sweat and weep tears of blood at times in our life when we feel wounded and want to run crying "Father why have you forsaken me?"
- We have to find peace. We need to feel our lives have witness or that were being guided to survive. What we define Spirit “as” doesn’t matter.
- Defining what spirit is causes group mentality to turn to politics….which escalates in to defensive wars over whether broccoli is holy, and turnips are evil.
- When the first cave men were presented with the ice age someone had to reach within them selves…to Spirit… for answers on how to save the people.
- Spirit is when you just quit analyzing, what you’re analyzing, and realize the answer is in your quiet moments. Maybe in meditation… the shower…. bath tub, or exercising; Where ever you just let go, quit thinking AND FIND QUIET..
- Spirit is like when you have to burp and no matter how you want to hold it back….it just comes like a huge relief and ends pressure.
- Spirit is release… calm……and gives the most amazing direction.
MY LIFE MESSAGE
I am a messenger. From a crippling life as an Indigo A.D.D I found my message and purpose as a symbol reader. It is my survial tool. I’ve spent a life time spinning circles to message overload. It took me until 19 yrs old to channel that overload through TAROT.
- How So? Channeling and mastering Tarot allows me to cut through Psychic overload to the heart of the matter.
- Each reading I give is instruction. But the personal journey I can’t teach because everyone has to live their own journey.
- My feeling is “less is more.”
- When you intellectualize your intuition…..it’s gone.
- I see simplicity in even the most difficult of matters.
- There are messages without voices all around us. I don’t name them…..or analyze them. I accept.
- This was really scary when I was a kid. I didn’t know how to block out the message overload……and therefore it became a “disorder”.
- Whether we want to say we are “nonbelievers” or “Christian” or “Moslem” ….its all just titles to describe “walking with spirit. "
When cave men confronted the ice age imagine the fear, dying and starvation against all odds. Someone reached within, to Spirit, for survival of mankind. When we just quit analyzing, what we're analyzing, the answer is in our quiet moments.