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Mistakes

Ever make a mistake so large that it changed everything? Your entire life path for good or ill? Do you look back, wonder, if only I said this, if only I did that, if only I could take “it” back?

I have. I have made big mistakes, life changing mistakes, said the wrong thing, and instantly, as soon as the words passed my lips, I wanted to take back those words or take back those actions. I wonder all the time what my life would be like if some key moments in my life that I coin “mistakes” could be “undone.”

But, there is no back, only now. And we have to finally forgive ourselves, come to acceptance that we did the best we could at the time and move forward, changed hopefully for the better because of our “epiphanies.”

Mistakes are never really “mistakes.” Just stumbling blocks of growth, opportunities to do better, opportunities to make better choices…

And for the record, to all those who have been victims of my “stumbling blocks of growth,”

I’m sorry.

Published Wednesday, July 02, 2008 10:50 AM by TarotbyLavena

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# re: Mistakes @ Wednesday, July 02, 2008 4:36 PM

Yes, Mistakes, I am a victim of that! I have said and done things that were an oops. Just to realize it is a learning and growing process for me. Not to cause harm or be wrong, but just honest mistakes, from me.
There is so much to realize about your self on here, how to communicate with each other. Why one may say or do things. It is a learning process. I am no better than anyone, I am just learning.
Nice post and good way to put MISTAKES in. Thanks

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# re: Mistakes @ Thursday, July 03, 2008 8:02 AM

Then there are those that are mis-takes the action of me, for instance, to say something honest in the kindest way I know how.  Or even simply reacted and even stated but "Ilove you"

There are people (especially families) that have never had the 'right' to state their truth.  An event occurs that changes everything.   The traumatized one begins to see old truths combined with even more visious new actions to add to the BS that was there all the time..  Oh no!  I rip the boxes open and let the BS out in the kindest way I know how yet all those years of 'fake' love just cave in on me.  I am different.  Therefore, not accepted.  

WE must keep the 'uglies' in their boxes.  Don't even dare lift that lid!  

I don't know what exactly I'm saying or how it comes on point in your blog.  But, when I read it - it was like all this s... came pouring out of my heart - the anger is simplay a manifestation of 'pain'.   Anger is rarely what it appears to be.

Thank for listening to this 'whatever' lol  Barb

Ancestral Wisdom

# re: Mistakes @ Thursday, July 03, 2008 11:00 AM

Barb, what came up there is very much what I was feeling when I wrote that blog on some level too. I was thinking of a specific incident from the past, a person, a situation, and you sort of explained the BS part exactly as I experienced it. I do know what you were feeling. I was one of those people who never spoke my truth, and when I did, I felt as if everything I said or did in "truth" somehow turned out to be "mistakes." Thanks for your response. Lavena*

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