Shame on me. Driving while blogging. Actually I'm stop and go...next to Barack Obama's motorcade. Posting for you BO lovers out there. ;-)

(Home now, not driving!)

With a help of a friend, I was able to find where Barrack was speaking.  When leaving work earlier, I heard on the radio that he had made an appearance in the western part of Virginia and would be speaking tonight in Northern VA (where I am.)  I was weighing whether or not I wanted to hang out in DC until 7, but ultimately opted to head home...Yesterday we had crazy tornado/hail weather, and I did not want to spend another 3 hours in traffic.  But before I realized it I was next to his motorcade.  Pretty cool.  I was not sure if he was on the bus or might be coming in by helicopter (the only way to avoid DC traffic)...but it was still cool.

So because one might blog while driving but one should never Google while driving, my wonderful friend looked up where he was speaking.  Just so happened that it was on my way home and at that point I was only a few miles from it.  Since I'm a political junkie and love this stuff, I had to go, despite not having a camera, bottled water (or CASH) and wearing a black suit...in 80 degree humidity.  I was melted and dehydrated by the time it was over.

I had the benefit of being able to conference two friends (who conference another) to listen to his speech.  It meant a lot that they were able to "be there" with me for the experience. 

I'll be straight that I am undecided who I am voting for in November.  I would like to see who the running mates are and where the candidates stand.  I genuinely like Obama, but I also truly like McCain.  I'm keeping an open mind.  So for me to go to see Barrack was not because I am a believer, but because I wanted to give myself the chance to believe, if that makes sense.  Honestly, I was wanted to come out with that overwhelming feeling that I HAD seen America's next president...that I had seen a greatness that could not be denied. 

I did not come away feeling that.  I felt as though I had seen an amazing person, but I work with amazing people daily.  I needed...more.  I CAN say that being around so many people who BELIEVED was an awesome thing...more powerful than actually seeing Obama.  I got to encourage young kids to run to the front, to try to shake his hand when he came off stage...after all, they may never have the experience again.  I spoke with some women who were incredibly kind.  I did not have a camera, so I asked people around me if they had a digital camera.  I asked on dear gal if she would consider sending me pics via email if I gave her my business card.  She agreed ;-)

Growing up in DC, I've seen many politicians in my time.  Seeing Barrack was a unique experience.  Honestly, I did not give consideration to just how important he is to a very large group of people in this country.  One of my best friends tells me often that he feels the African American community has few true role models.  His meaning did not really click with me until earlier.  I was always like, "You have Oprah, or Will (Smith), or Jesse Jackson..."  Tonight, I understood...maybe on a little...of what he means. 

I want you to understand I am merely speaking from the heart here.  A man and wife standing next to me both...in unison(!)...excitedly whispered to me, "This is very important...."  It changed my perspective to see just how much people believe in him...need him.  I respect that.  I respect the woman next to me crying while she smiled at every word Obama said.  It said more to me that anything Obama said.   

I'm still undecided as to how I will vote.  There are a lot of factors.  I like having two nominees that I believe in...For very different reasons.  And I know not everyone agrees with me, which is fair in this country.  I hope everyone keeps an open mind, one both sides of the coin, but I know many won't in this country.

I've started noting important elements (to me) about the candidates.  One thing I'm doing is trying to visualize each man as President.  How he will serve the nation, but also...how will serve as a representative of our nation in the global arena?  How will he handle international relations?  Russia is becoming an energy super-giant with a surplus of crude oil; China's wealth (and population) is growing tremendously; North Korea has nuclear weapons (and Israel has them but no one is admitting it); there is a food shortage impacting large portions of the world ( largely due to the new focus on bio-fuels/petroleum alternatives); clean water is becoming scare across the globe...becoming the next BIG global issue.  Are these men cognizant of any of this? 

How will the next president handle these things?  The war in Iraq...do we stay in, or pull out?  Do we abandon our nation build efforts? Is the true cost of withdrawal actually understood by the public?  If we pull out, will the next president understand that it cannot be done quickly?  That it must be well planned, highly funded, and executed perfectly. 

Will universal health care actually manifest?  Despite a cost far greater than war?  Will our country have the funds...and the healthcare infrastructure, to actually pull it off?  Will *I* actually get it, or will it be reserved for special income groups?  Will my taxes go up?  And if they do, will I even benefit from any social measured derived from the increase?  What is the next president's stand on abortion?  Welfare?  Disability?  Veteran's affairs?  Gay marriage?

And finally, sadly, I addressed the issue I do not want to address.  Is our nation heading towards another great depression?  Do we as individuals have the ability to stop it?  Does the next president?  Or are we just choosing the man who will walk us down the isle into an America few of us have ever seen and do not know enough to fear?

I understand there may be many cynics who will read this and say,” Why all the questions, aren't you a psychic, don't you know the answers already?"  Some answers I do know, but only because I took the time to ask them.  Others I do not want to know the answer to.  And some...I just have to wait and see.  I'm an intuitive.  Sometimes I just *know* things.  Oftentimes I feel things about people and events.  But no one is omnipotent or omniscient.  Not even Barrack!  ;-)

I look forward to all comments, or none.  I thank those who posted already to my "heat of the excitement" (bad driver) blog.  What I encourage now is perhaps an intelligent discussion of what qualities and beliefs and platforms are important to you in the future president.  No one really wants to know who you're going to vote for...save it for November...but I'd love to hear your thought process (heart process?) of how you go about deciding.  We've seen the comments (many of them mine!) of why so-and-so sucks and why they rock.  Let's get to underbelly of it. 

I guess...Keen...go ahead...Blog THIS!