Tuesday, June 03, 2008 6:51 PM
by
The Mathematician
Living in the Light of Fear
I was challenged to write a blog in under 1000 words. I know that person just wanted me to shut up already, but I’m never one to turn down a dare. So OK then! For reference, this part does not count because I put it in italics. Aren't italics to literary efforts what eating secretly is to dieting? Also, whitespaces (spaces, return characters, etc) do not count either. I’ve taken the liberty to discount anything in Latin. Oh yeah, it was also challenge to include a series of specific words. Can you figure out what the words are? OK. Here is the result of my challenge:
I have been afraid of heights since I was a baby. Yet I bungee jump, sky dive, and peer over the edge of frightful buildings whenever I can.
I fear snakes with utter repulsion. Yet I share their grace as living, breathing creatures.
I was afraid of public speaking from the time I entered the first grade. Though arduous, I purposefully stand before hundreds and speak every chance I have.
I have feared standing against the social grain since I left high school. Yet I voice my opinion, loudly, conspicuously, whenever there is a need for a new editorial.
I have feared trusting another with my heart since it was first broken. Yet I share my love unguardedly, with all who walk my Earth.
I have feared the judgment of society for all that I am or may be. Yet I am me and have never considered alterations.
I fear the loss of all that I have achieved. Yet I forge ahead in achievement knowing that the world exists in delicate balance.
These fears have not subsided, but my view of fear as a negative force has. I see fear as a challenge from the universe. A motive to push past my known limits…into the unknown. No phobia is worthy of holding me back. Fear is merely a blessing in disguise. .
Multi famam, conscientiam pauci verentur.