The
End of WINGS and the Death of the Old
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May
14, 2010
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At the beginning of
May, I left the old shell of an old self behind. Like a massive death and
final ending, my time was up and everything that went along with it was gone
as well. As my star family continued to tell me, “Your time is over now.
You have finished what you came to do, and it is time to come home.”
As with all endings,
so many of the doors around us close, never to open again. Backs are turned,
spaces will not open, and there is nowhere left to go. In these ways, we
become virtually invisible, as we are no longer residing in the dimension we
are about to leave. It was indeed time for me to jump into the dimension
above me, and to have a very different existence than I had experienced up
until then.
Many of my writings
explain how we get “kicked out” when we no longer belong in our old
spaces. These old spaces become so unbearable that we can no longer tolerate
their energies. In this way, we are shut out and encouraged to leave by the
very unpleasant behavior of the energies who are still residing there.
For some of us, our
next dimensional leap is into the energies and reality of the heart. In this
way, if we find ourselves around anything that does not emit the heart
energy, we can become acutely uncomfortable and feel lost, not at home,
wounded, abused, and at best, be unable to communicate or connect to
anything that does not come from a heart connection.
Putting on a “suit
of amor,” a tough exterior, or even utilizing deliberate “protections”
in order to survive in the world does not work with the heart energy, and
for me, has never and will never be an option. I came here to experience
this planet as the soul that I am, and I intend to continue to do just that.
My time for writing
the WINGS posts and e-books was over about two years ago, but I was asked,
like many of you, to continue on for a while until the direction of the
planet and the path was permanently set. In this way, I continued on longer
than I had ever intended, and even came back at the end for this purpose. I
will not be returning again. I no longer reside where I used to reside, and
I am permanently finished with my prior role and all it entailed. As we have
now chosen as a planet to arrive in a new world in a way that perhaps we had
not envisioned, I will also then, no longer be offering Soul
Celebrations or creating Angels
Rest. I have been cut loose in all ways.
In Creating
the New Reality, there is an
explanation about soul infusion and what it feels like to be embodying a
form with your soul when you have evolved beyond it. Very simply, we are not
all there anymore. By following our hearts, we will automatically be taken
to our next “form.” So although we may at times feel we have experienced
a very permanent death, because we are experiencing ascension times, we
frequently have the option of dying, but can take our forms along with us.
When our souls arrive in their new space, they come alive once again.
I did indeed have a
death experience with all the bells and whistles, a life review, a final
farewell, and a permanent end. One of my exit points was triggered. After
the beginning stages of the process began to snowball, I found myself at a
specific stage where I chose to keep my form here on earth in the heart
energy, as the heart survives all
death. My star family has offered me 24/7 access to home, encouraged me
to visit often, and told me that I am welcome to come and go as I please.
Currently, I am having a very needed time out for rejuvenation and for
learning some new things for my new space here on the planet, and trusting
that my needs will be met during this time.
As soon as I knew with
absolute certainty that I would never again write another WINGS post, I
cancelled all the subscriptions for regular automatic payments, as I did not
feel comfortable accepting money for something I was no longer offering.
This is why some of you received a PayPal cancellation notice. If I have
missed any of you with regular subscriptions, kindly go into the history
section of your PayPal account and cancel your subscription. If you have any
problems, feel free to contact
me, and I will take care
of this for you. For all of you who donated on a regular basis, even though
I thanked you each and every time, I thank you again now…I cannot thank
you enough for keeping me up and going. And for those of you who sent me
wonderful letters of gratitude, I thank you as well. They were fuel for my
soul each and every time.
In times to come, my
new space at TheHeartoftheNight.com
will be available for those who desire to experience the heart energy,
although the web site is nowhere near completion or even in its beginning
stages at this time….I am still in “protective custody” for a while
longer completing my process. In this new space of The
Heart of the Night, there is no agenda, no intent, no purpose, no
teaching, and no “New Age” energy or higher level information. It is a
space of center and calm, and full of the heart of the ordinary and pristine
moments that are available to us now, as we wait for our mother earth to
complete her endings in all ways. It is also a space that perfectly reflects
who I am as well…the pristine, subtle, and more simple energy of my true
and authentic self. (For those interested, if you are on the Emerging
Earth Angels e-list or choose to sign
up now, you will be
notified when The Heart of the Night
is ready to be experienced.)
The Emerging
Earth Angels web site will remain up and running for anyone who wishes
to access any of the information here, or to order books and e-books, as
there are still many who are now asking for their next step. Everything will
remain the same as it is now, but with no new information added on a regular
basis.
In the very last WINGS
post for May
2 (for those of you
wondering, for various reasons it was not announced via the e-list), higher
level ways of living and being had not yet manifested to a large degree on
the planet. Once I left my old space behind, I immediately found myself
embraced by an unlikely group of human angels exhibiting all of these
qualities, ways of being, and more. I would never have thought to find these
angels where I did. Looking back now, I can barely remember the person I
used to be. And my new space at The Heart of the Night will give me
the opportunity to be in the best space with the best offerings I have yet
to have experienced so far. For me, my new beginning and re-birth will be as
it has been in times past...far beyond what I could have ever imagined for
myself in my own mind.
In the last WINGS
post, there were three possible options explained to me for my choosing. In
the end, I chose all three… What will you choose?
With
much love and gratitude and a heart-felt good-bye,
