Okay, I'm braking just about every rule of good marketing by posting this. But I just don't give a damn anymore! This is my experience as a modern psychic.
Born on the 14th of December in 1503, Nostradamus was French apothecary and reputed seer. Undoubtedly one of the most famous psychics in history, he is credited with predicting the rise and fall of Napoleon Bonaparte and Adolf Hitler.
This is a man, as a modern mystic, that I have serious admiration for. And it's not just because of his reputed accuracy. Accuracy comes with practice and determination. What I admire the most about the ancient seer is the way he successfully balanced the world of religion and mysticism.
You see, modern psychics, especially men, are subjected to the most humiliating stigma. Women experience this too, but not as bad as men. There are so many times, especially as a social, religious, and political conservative, I have just wanted to hide my abilities, deny they exist and just fit in. It would be so nice, so comfortable. And yet that doesn't seem to be my mission.
I am perfectly okay with crowds and have no problem with public speaking. But it still wears me out. I need my solitude and meditation time. And the ultra liberalism within the 'new age' movement just about makes me crazy. Never have I seen a more destructive group of policies and beliefs as I see in modern liberalism today. How liberals can expect to create a more positive, constructive society with their strategies, I don't know. They are going in the absolute opposite direction of their stated goals.
One of the most expansive times I ever had as a psychic was when I went completely underground, denied that I was psychic (publicly), and just Remote Viewed every chance I got. I did this for approximately six months. I RVed at least one a day, but on rare occasion, four times in one day. It was fantastic! I didn't have to fight with anyone, defend myself or my abilities and could explore the whole universe with my mind! While it was lonely, it was almost worth it.
You see, as a public psychic, I have often been forced to either defend myself or my abilities by incessant demands that I 'prove' them. Of course, for the hostile skeptics, with their transparent agenda, there is no proof that will suffice. It is even less likely that they will agree to any reasonable, scientific test. Being a private, or even secret psychic, has multitudinous advantages.
This brings me to another interesting point. I recently discovered that a woman I have always been suspicious of here in Jacksonville is a practicing psychic on Keen, and obviously skilled. She does not use her real name, like I do on Keen. She doesn't even tell her psychic friends here in town. But it is her, no doubt. Same pictures on her public profiles and everything. I have always been suspicious of this woman because I could always tell she was hiding something, and now I know what.
This woman has caused all kinds of problems and been the instigator of countless conflicts with the budding 'new age' community here in Jacksonville. And yet she always claims complete innocence. Now, why would this woman hide her abilities from her friends? The answer is obvious: because her false front allows her room to maneuver while sabotaging her supposed friend's efforts. It's a masterful plan, I must admit. She has to be one of the most subversive people I have ever known.
I get very tempted to do as she does. Not the sabotage part, but the secrecy; the privacy. I get tempted to change my name to some kind of funky nickname, deny psychic abilities publicly, go to my Church (which I love) and operate with freedom and anonymity.
Either that or I need to do as Nostradamus did and learn to balance these two worlds. And I think that is even more precarious today, then it was 500 years ago.