Day By Day Angels Arrive

Full Moon Activity

2008-07-19T12:46:00Z

Wowzer, and yawn! I've found myself in this phase before, but today is more intense, and I believe it's because this is my dad's birthday month, and this full moon just does something to me everytime!

I woke at 3:02 am....got online and began the usual routine, and while chatting with some friends I suddenly hear utensils move in the kitchen sink! No one is awake but me and the dogs, and unless flies have grown some serious muscle in the last 24 hours, well all I can say is, spirit is active. Albeit I feel a bit odd, just posting my most intimate moments with spirit to the world, yet in another sense, I believe it will be helpful to those who have lost loved ones and experience the odd creaks in the night.

At first I kind of giggled to myself, because I knew no one in this house was awake, and no fly suddenly sprouted muscles big enough to move a kitchen utensil, but then I wondered, and thought, hmmm "they wanted me to hear that".

It's been 10 years last month that my father passed on. Holidays used to be hard, and well, every year his birthday was even harder, and no matter how many years passed, something always struck me this time of year. I will admit, I almost forgot about his birthday next week, (sorry dad), but he came, and he talked with me and he let me know that he's not ever very far, and I cried, just as I am now while writing this, and realize how I do miss the days of coffee with a friend that knew me better than anyone, and defended my words as they so often spewed from my mouth without hesitation.

I can't be sure of when he realized that I was gifted, but I do recall one morning, we went to Denny's to meet some of his friends for coffee. One of them started blabbering crudely about a wife, when I suddenly without regard for my age or his, told him, "You aren't too innocent either buddy." Startled he went back to blaming his wife for this and that and that and this and I said, "Oh and like you treat her like she's a queen?" and giggled while sipping on my coffee.

He looked at my father and said, "You just going to let her talk to me like that?" and my father said, "Well you know, I'm not going to defend you when you and I both know she's right."

He looked at me and then looked back at my father and said, "Yeah but what is she....15?" my father giggled trying to hold back the tears of laughter exploding inside, "Just turned 16 actually, but in our house she was taught to tell the truth, so I can't punish her for stating the truth." The man obviously had never met me before or he would have already known everything about me.

"Well I'm not going to sit here and let a kid tell me what's what!" he exclaimed. My father burst out in laughter, "Then maybe you need to find your own table, cause she's with me and I'm not telling her to shut up when she's done nothing wrong, and you aren't going to do anything to change her."

He pointed his finger into my face, "You don't even know me kid, you should watch who you say things to,"

"I know you are a cheater and an angry man and need to go home and apologize to your wife rather than blame her for your crap!" I snapped.

His jaw dropped, and my dad stood up and pushed his finger out of my face, "Don't treat my daughter like that, or you will have to deal with me. She's right and you can't get angry at her for that."

The man grabbed his coffee and walked to another table with the friend he'd brought with him. He looked over his shoulder at me several times while on his way to his new table.

"I'm sorry." I told my dad.

"No you are ok."

"I shouldn't talk to adults that way."

"Well he shouldn't have been talking that way in front of you. And hell, everything you said was true, so you don't have anything to worry about." He couldn't quit wiping the tears from his eyes as he laughed to himself.

I sure do miss the old times, and reminisce only to find that in him I was strong, and with him I could be myself without judgement. Everyone wants that in life, and I am grateful to have someone so strong, even if he is in spirit, standing in my kitchen rattling the silverware!

Love,

Your little Girl

7 = Spiritual (July)

2008-07-15T12:03:00Z

July, the 7th month is very significant to anyone who is seeking or perhaps wondering about the spiritual side of their life. It's a well known number, and it entails everything about spirit and truth. It is referred to in the bible many times and it means a great deal to me because I am a 7 life path, and so are a lot of my family members now and throughout history.

This month many will either unravel or become absolutely awestruck with all they have believed in the past about life, themselves or spiritually. It is a time of deep revelation and eye opening confirmations of how life and spirituality exist as one and how we exist in it.

It is no secret that we humans like to argue with ourselves about what we believe as to compared to what we see---it's human nature, or is it? It's a hard thing when all that you have come to 'believe' is all that you have been taught, rather than what you really know.

Revelations are just that--eye opening confirmations about you and how and why you are living your life the way you are. Some will make you cry, and others will make you cry even harder and some will leave you speechless while others will make you jump for joy.

Passions will be realized and harnessed as you accept the journey through your own soul to find the balanced road. Passion will only exist where spirit resides. Where spirit resides, fear does not. It can be compared to an almost fatal car accident, where after it was all said and done you realized you made it because something beyond man had protected you...(no one can take that realization away), that is your miracle. It becomes that which no one can alter or defile.

Instantaneously your life goes from cautious to living. A friend told me his mother always said, "if you're trying your dying", so I believe she meant, you must be doing to be living :). Living your passion through actions, thoughts and words will bring you to a higher place in life, where things become clear instead of polluted.

Once you know the foundation behind your passion, it's doubtful you will sink, especially if it is based on truth.

Inner Smile

2008-07-14T14:25:00Z

I laugh, a lot. Always have, and it's easy to do when you can see the inner workings of a lot that is going on around you. When people leave horrid feedback, I laugh--because I know this is a one sided forum that leaves open the potential of explosive selfish tempers, combined with the emotional displacement of authority.

I've never claimed to be perfect, (no that's a lie) it used to be a running joke between my father and I, who was more perfect. LOL He is a most humorous individual. In helping others, you always leave that door open to 'being the bad guy' and well, that's the risk one takes when taking on such a task. I'm not here to tell people what they want to hear, (mind readers and friends are good for that), and I'm not one to judge another for the choices they've made, (God's good for that) and I'm certainly not responsible for anyone else's choices in life. But, being in this particular field, I am blamed for it time and time again. It humors me, it really does. One does not post a positive comment when they know they should, and those who are fed up and angry with the way their life is going, are quick to lay out the most horrid thing they can find to say about another.

If I were to run up to a complete stranger and demean him and blame him for all of my own problems (because he said the wrong thing), you can be sure my life would be of chaos and not of fulfillment. So instead I laugh. Karma is something, that if only half the world took seriously, we would not see so much drama and pain and blame and havoc. People learn, and as they do, karma keeps up. I don't make your karma bank, you do. If I told you pink was red, because you saw it as red, who's karma bank do you think would have to be charged? I'm not lying, playing a friend or being something I'm not to make anyone think pink is red or that love exists where it doesn't, it's not worth it to me.

All I know from experience is this---what you do to another, will be done to you.........as sure as the sun rises every day, everything will be repaid unto you....so I suggest everyone remember that before quickly reacting in an emotional manner to anyone. I tell people what they don't "want" to hear, and I get repaid with what I don't want to hear........but there is a difference, one is with true intent and the other is revenge. Thank God my bank is loaded with pure intent!

Blessings

Finding the Chain.....

2008-07-11T15:00:00Z

In life, we all have links, that chain us to our past, our family and our friends. Finding the common link between all three is crucial to making changes or cutting things or people away who no longer serve their or your higher purpose.

Spiritually speaking, Angels don't hang out in a close knit group, they require room to spread their wings and fly. It is not that they don't have close friends....they just don't need to keep them close all the time.

Even birds that flock, keep a reasonable distance from fellow fliers. I find that some people consider themselves introverts, and they find this to be somehow malproductive to their goals. The only time I've seen birds gather close together, is for sleeping and eating and watching their babies. It's not so bad to be introverts, but when you are this way because others around you will drown you if you aren't, then it is time to change the way you come out (when you do come out).

People hold others back from flying and or being fully enthralled with life all the time. Have you found the opportunity to spread your own wings to see where they can take you?

Blessings-

Finding faults......

2008-07-08T16:25:00Z

It's interesting how much I've noticed that people are quick to find faults in others, but so eager to pass on the faults that apply to themselves. The minute a person finds fault in another, they had best be ready to see that same fault in themself (otherwise you are supposedly judging what you don't know) which is impossible.

What is-is what is, get it got it good! To call me an insist you are not calling for yourself, when you in fact are calling to ask how another feels about YOU..(is a bit hypocritical) and impossible if you think about it. It is denying what IS. So preferably, in order to avoid egotistical bias, avoid this tactic. LOL

There's a saying, that my grandma always said, "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all" and in retrospect I know that when one reacts in anger, they are not in a position to be nice. Anger breeds more anger usually, but with me, I have learned that the anger is from a slew of misunderstanding coming from the individual acting out angrily. That's why when I find myself angering over some act of another, I quickly know that until I have taken a time out, it does no good to react.

There is a positive to every negative, period. Maybe it's harder for some to find it, but it definitely exists. So before you go looking to fault another, maybe you should try finding the positive, or not reacting at all. Not only does this process show the maturity of an individual, it also shows how much they do in fact love themselves.

Peace & Blessings

Following The Yellow Brick Road...

2008-06-26T13:19:00Z

I'm feeling the need to discuss the importance of following signs, and knowing the difference between imagination and revalation. For those who live "spiritually founded lives" you can and should understand that most everything is a sign of revelation. For those of you who think of being spiritual when all else fails, you should be cautious not to trip yourself up in the imagination station.

It's no secret that a lot of people choose to become spiritual when they can no longer handle the emotional depth of their own situation, and yet, this is the time when spirit is usually blamed for every wrong doing because the person is not equipped to deal with the truth spirit brings, and they act on what they have known from the past, and try to say spirit told them to do it.

A walk along the Yellow Brick Road, brings only faith, happiness and miracles. Blame does not exist, and everything is for reason, a great reason, especially when one steps out of their "element." Take a day and try out the spiritual life, you might find it very foreign, and yet you might just find that you like something about it that you can't quite put you finger on, and this is when things will begin to change for you.

Blessings-

Tale of Old Tales

2008-06-23T14:40:00Z

There is something to be said about leading a horse to water, but not being able to make him drink...and all I can say folks, is that if you get water, drink it!

It's almost like finding a puzzle, but not putting it together until you find the last piece first (how can you say it's a puzzle when the last piece has not been located?) (start the puzzle and it will come together....Duh)

Goes into story mode :

A few months back I began to converse with a gentleman on the internet, it led to phone calls and an abrupt unplanned meeting. All was well on the homefront for the most part, but he did not understand why I did some of the things I did, so although he was anxious to meet me for dinner or walk in the park, he was also cautiously taking his time to feel me out.

During one of our phone calls he was headed to a bbq and raffle draw, but he showed up late. He asked me jokingly ,"Am I gonna win ?" I answered, "Not what you wanted, but yes I get apparrel and different things." He proceeded to tell me they were done with the drawing, so he wasn't getting anything, and I said, "Ask them where your consolation prize is." He said, "they don't give consolation prizes. They gave all the prizes away." I said, "Sure they do, ask em." So he proceeded to joke around a bit and asked where his consolation prize was, and low and behold, they gave him hats, t-shirts, dayplanners and so much stuff that he couldn't carry it by himself.

Had he not followed my advice and asked, he would have went home with nothing but a sour taste in his soul because he showed up late and figured he missed out entirely.

Can I lead a horse to water? You betcha! Can I force em to drink? Depends on how pissed off they are! Ha ha ha ha. Got a light? ;)

We have news!!!

2008-06-18T13:52:00Z

I'm so proud of my children for being so brave and absolutely on top of finding this little girl with me. I last went down to the area with my son on a week ago today. I then asked if any members of my psychic group would like to go with me, (I was not finished) LOL Such sweeties, and brave as well. 2 said yes and we all gathered together on Saturday. We drove and walked and drove and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and I yelled and was in awe and yelled (yelling was due to the snakes) and was in awe until after lunch. I kept wanting to get to a certain area, but it seemed there was no "access", but persistance paid off. After lunch we took one last road. It was a dead end, but I had to get out and walk and get to where I knew I had to check. Every sign, every image, every sound, every thing was right there-----today I meet with her father to show him exactly where I'm talking about. The FBI will do the dig after that. Why is he doing this? Because one of the suspects---actually just described the exact location I described to the father via email. I am so happy to be so close to putting real closure on this case. The family and friends and town really need to find some peace as well. I will keep you all updated, as events unfold. Pray for everyone involved, pray for peace, forgiveness and most of all, for this strong girl with such a strong spirit that just grabbed hold of me and said, "This way pretty please!" I normally don't apologize to spirit, but in this case I will, because 2 years ago, I heard and felt her, but there were also other cases going on, and I was overwhelmed at the time.

Blessed Be & Is

Adventures With Visions

2008-06-13T15:56:00Z

Must tell this story because I have to get it off my chest. A young girl went missing thirteen years ago. No one ever found her, but they have decided to prosecute a few for perjury and misleading FBI agents. Well on Tuesday evening (June 10), she began relaying messages to me. It was clear and almost surreal. She was so ashamed of how what happened to her happened, that she did not want to come forward. (very similiar to date rape)

Well after getting all the information that she gave me, including visions of what would happen once I got to where she wanted me to be, and a clear sign that my other son desperately wanted to return home from camp, I decided to get some sleep and see what the next day brought about.

First thing in the morning, I got a message from the camp stating that my son was asking for me, terribly homesick and how they thought it would be a good idea to talk to him. I tried to call them back to no avail.

My 9 year old and I then set off to find this young girls remains. It was surreal. As we are leaving town we see these newer wind mills, that create and store energy, and immediately I told him, "there is only two, there should be more, there has to be more." We laughed and told stories on the 38 mile ride to the town where the girl went missing, and when we got close to the exit, we both felt nauseated. I stopped off at a convenient store to ask the clerk if the high school was possibly south east of where we were, and it was. It was exactly where I was headed, "the parking lot", and when I pulled up to it, I oohed and awed because of how clearly she showed it to me.

I then followed the directions she gave me from the school and headed up a canyon a few miles North of it. Just minutes later there before me was a whole slew of the same windmills I'd taken notice of earlier. I was floored, but knew I was in the right area. There were no turn off's that I could see that matched her directions, so I turned around back down the canyon, maybe a 1/4 mile from the windmills. I saw a road off to the left, without markers that really did not seem a legal turn off, (due to the guardrails), but I turned in anyway. My son kept telling me he was getting goosebumps, and wasn't sure he wanted to start looking, but exited the vehicle before me. I told him, "keep a look out for a tennis shoe, she was wearing sandles but keep a look out". After examining a few piles of rocks, which clearly were not there naturally, I headed to the right to look for letters carved into a power pole. They were there and matched everything she had given to me, verifying we were in the right place yet again. I turned my head to the right and said, "Chris, what the heck is that!" He turned and saw a single tennis shoe and said, "alright I'm outta here, this is too freaky". I said, "she's here, I know it, I feel it and everything she's shown me is here."

What I never told him about was a man that was supposed to come up on us as soon as we reached the spot where she was. We found a few animal bones, (very obvious) and a few bones coming up from the ground, (very odd) and then a pile of concrete (super odd). We saw that the cement/concrete was cracking in places, so we began to chip it apart and pulled away the chunks that came loose. As we are sitting there doing this, my son says, "Oh my god, did you hear that?" I asked, "hear what?" He said, 'that girl screaming'. I told him no and noticed the flies herding in to where we were digging. Moments later he said, "Did you hear that?" I asked, "What that girl again?" He said, "No a man, saying 'oh no!'." I said, 'nope but something feels very eerie'. Seconds later from behind my vehicle came another vehicle with a man in it. He drove past us and cautiously hit his breaks from time to time before finally stopping and backing up (after 300yrds away from where we were). He stopped beside us and asked, just like in the vision, "What are you looking for?" and at that point I told Chris, "that's our sign to leave, as soon as he's out of sight we are outta here". Chris ingeniously asked, "Why did he ask if we were looking for something? That was weird."

Needless to say that's exactly what the man in my vision said after finding me close to the remains. Am I freaking out right now? Yeppers! I know her body is there, and I know her parents are wanting closure and vow to never stop looking for her. Would a body make it easier to prosecute the men? Absolutely! Is that why I am doing this? Absolutely not. Her parents are without solid answers, and everyone around them is lying to protect the next person involved. I know how that feels, to know but not have proof of what you know because people around you are lying. Does it help a person move on when they get closure, yes it does!

Synchonicity in Bliss

2008-06-10T16:25:00Z

Bliss is an awesome time of life that makes things even more beautiful than they normally seem. I'm sitting here today, thinking about getting a small business loan, going for opening my own shop and make it with all my little touches that make me me, and bang, not two seconds later on tv I hear a commercial talking about entrepreneurs and then I open my mail box to a bunch of loans and advice on what makes a business great.

Should I take it as a sign that I'm on the right track and just jump on that loan, or should I take it some other way? Bliss is great in that even if you don't act on everything, you have a pure moment of happiness that keeps moving you forward, no matter the way you choose. Finding the bliss when all else seems a bit drab is the beauty of angelic signs and motivation, which is what everyone needs.

I know the world feels a bit funky right now. I'm taking on people's stress and feeling the uncertainty that most are, but mind you, I know our guides are here to heal, not hurt. You can't heal with lies (which is momentary) or by creating a facade of what really exists. The only way to heal is with truth, and although tough love is an old school way of saying, "say it like it is"--- it really works. Love me, hate me, scorn me if you will, but my angels show me the bliss through all the dismay, through all the trials and I can tell you I've had plenty in my life. Either way, truth is what you need if you wish to get passed the lovely road blocks that life sychronizes for your greatest good :).

Blessings-

Being True to You

2008-06-09T04:34:00Z

There is a lot to be said about meditation. Just like with any other spiritually enhancing enviornment, meditation is one way of bringing you to center yourself. Remembering who you are when you are centered is key as well. Not everyone has the time to meditate on a daily basis, and so it is essential to become familiar with the state of beingness you take on when in peaceful meditation.

When distractions in life become overwhelming, just take your mind back, even when you are bombarded with tasks that can't wait, take a split second and remember who YOU are. Taking yourself back, even for but a fleeting moment, can make all the difference between success and failure. Know that the meditative state of being can be accessed at any time - and you should find yourself on a productive path.

Blessings-

Revelations and Inspirations

2008-05-23T14:57:00Z

There is a lot to be said about how people are handling the current situation in the United States. Some will sit down and give up and give in, while others will find this time productive in creating what will be - after this is all said and done. Putting your mind into your personal dreams and projects will in deed help you survive emotionally but also mentally and physically. Become inspired with your own passion, and make it real. Inspire others to concentrate on something other than what is negative. Find the magical spark in you, and think of this roller coaster ride of life, as just that.....what goes up... must come down, and what comes down, will go up! (I like to close my eyes on the way down, and I feel the tingle in my tummy that lets me know when it's almost over)

Blessings Everyone

Universal Signs

2008-05-12T20:45:00Z

I've always told people to believe and let go. I know this is not an easy thing to do, but once done many things are accomplished including the dream you began with.

History channel pulled me again yesterday, and what can I say, it had this huge series on drugs and the hippie era. I'm not here to say that drugs are right in any manner, but I find it funny that it was in fact government workers who created and actually experimented with them to begin with. Is there anything they really haven't started that they are always having to turn around and control because they couldn't stop it?

Just like the whole LSD experiments expired, so shall these new quick fixes for society. Someone posted a comment about,"get to the core of the problem to fix it, not just a pop a pill to conveniently make it tolerable", and I whole heartedly agree. I also think that judging others is the first thing that has to go- quit saying it's a problem when it just 'bothers' you. It's not a problem it's a gift- we people are gifts to the world to work together in conjunction to make progress in acceptance and overall love. The more I'm forced to face history, the more I know why I never liked studying it! CA CA - I really can't wait until the truth comes out about aids and all the other illnesses that mysteriously "appeared" with no real reason. Oh and please don't let us ever forget the lovely Autism that began with some plan for a preservative to "make money" and create longer shelf life.....Lord knows I won't :)

I've been invited to speak to Doctoral Psychology Students!

2008-05-09T03:13:00Z

Can you imagine? I just got done posting my own experience and belief behind Labels and the modern day cures used to "stabalize" the variety of behaviors seen in our children, and not a day later I get a call from a College Professor at a state University inviting me to give a presentation on alternative healing to the graduating Doctoral Psychology Students! I could totally understand if this was brought on due to the publicity of the newspaper interview coming out in tomorrow's paper, but this call came before the interview was ever released! Something in the Universe is leading me to help in any way I can in ever avenue I am invited and do not think I will not be bringing all the log comments with me- so do be sure, to post if you have something to say about this subject. I want to include the many voices who do not get this opportunity, because I know there are ways to change the world- the beginning point can and will always start with one individual who is supported by many who have had no place to voice their concerns to be seriously heard! THIS IS A HUGE OPPORTUNITY A MAJOR STARTING POINT and again, I'm thankful to God and Angels and all my loved ones who know how important these issues are to many people, and greatful to have been picked out of the numerous psychic's to get the word out. Post away- I promise to make sure all your voices are heard! GOD BLESS!

Mindblowing Conversation

2008-05-01T16:34:00Z

This morning I had to take my child into a surgical center to get some dental work done, and while he was resting/coming too, I struck a conversation with the nurse. She talked about her child not doing his work in school and what not, almost as if she was comparing him to my autistic child, but her child was not autistic.

I told her how my son's teacher tried to skate around the topic of ADD with my 9 year old, but that it was against the law for her to actually say ADD (which it is) and I told her there was no way they were going to put my child on drugs when in fact he is just highly empathtic.

She said, "Well you do what you got to do to get your kids through,".

I said, "Yeah but you know what Ritalin is don't you?"

She gave me a long stare and I continued, "There was an article in the paper some 9 years ago, about how it took a scientist to tell the difference between it and cocaine,".

"Yeah, but my child is on concerta, which is amphetamine," she admitted.

"Oh so they just upgraded to harder drugs, nice," I said sarcastically. "You know your child is gifted highly empathic and if he knew that he wouldn't have to be on those drugs," I informned her.

"Well, we don't use it at home, or during the summer or during vacations, because we don't have a problem with him at all. It's just used for school," she explained.

This conversation was an absolute mind blower- a parent admittedly putting their child on amphetamine because she and her husband are too busy to look into Empathy.

I still recommend the E-Book , Empathy- The Truth Behind It! It talks about this subject and as far as I can see, it is absolutely dead on when it comes to the solution for the future of our Crystal Children and Rainbow Children. It's a must read for any parent who is about to or already has out of frustration decided to give in to the pressure of society~ I am still awe struck!