I don't seem to be able to wrap my head around what that is but it's H E A V Y !!
When your intuition is telling you that something is about to happen and you have to look at everybody around you to determine who will be affected...
And then when you have no other people to think about you start believing that this change is about to happen to you!!
Now, instead of being positive about it and cheerful and wanting the overdue changes that is finally coming..
Now you start being fearful and scared of what is going to happen..
If only you know ahead of time!
Blessings <3 Love you <3 <3 <3