Miri is my nick name for Miriam. Pronounced My Ree In Hebrew meaning blessing as Miri and a down pour of blessings as Miriam spelled Mem Mem, it is my real name given to me at birth and not a scree name. It took me more than 50 years to adjust to it.

I grew up with an occult healing back street mother. Way too young I saw amazing things, yet coming from people who were far from Holy even though they used a Judaeo based foundation. By the age of 6 I needed to know how they made it work. When they told me it was through being holy while they were condemning people whose only crime was to be different or dress different I knew they were lying. I had to find the truth, at that early age I was sure it would save my mother from lyres. Update, June 2018, my last civil conversation with her, they lied to her about what was printed in her bible then they killed her in a legal way.
More than 50 years later I could have earned so many degrees :) but still I look for the door way of eternal life.
Here are some facts I have learned that are unchangeable truth.
You create your own path, God, angels and guides help you but it is all yours to create as you wish. Any guide telling you what to do is not your guide but someone else's sent with their instructions. You choose to listen or not. Your own guides does not instruct you but you instruct them.
Karma is not enacted by God or the universe but by the people themselves. If karma was an outside force there would be no serial killers, they would have been erased on the first kill. Because they truly feel no remorse and likely justified they do not punish themselves with karma.
Guilt is ten times more powerful than love. Love does not fix anything, it only enables what is already.
If a person is a killer and you show them love, they will kill you. If they are a troll and you show them love they will troll you. If the person is love and you show them love, they will love you.