I knew from a very young age that magic and psychic abilities ran in my family. Both, my mother's side and my father's. Unfortunately, they were not all aware of these attributes, gifts, curse, yes it is a fine line of what is reality or illusion!
My father and his mother believed but did not practice. My mother found it all taboo.
I realized I was different starting at the age of 4. I felt and sensed what every person was going through emotionally, whether it was happiness or sadness, full of energy or very tired.
Anger terrified me and over the years, it played a big impact on my health. I healed myself from dis-ease that most people would have given up on.
My mother and father, sister and brother were baffled by this presence that I carried within me. I was not aware that I was different from others, I felt I was just being myself
Everyday, I received information from the divine and would see and predict something that truly would come to be, it would manifest in a short amount of time, or for very long periods of time. I am a visionary, visions came to me. I did not realize then what they were, I only took it as a normal child living with a family not knowing they were absolutely terrified of me! ((Mother told me much later in my early 20's, that it scared her, but over time she accepted it and did not feel threatened, or fearful. Being a devout Catholic, well lets just leave it at that. Fear base
She actually told me I was a very special person. Not the brightest, being I sucked in school, but special.
It scared my mother, intrigued my father, my siblings looked at me like I was from some other planet and actually told people I was adopted, I was the weird one, wild one. In my sixth year of life, I started to become afraid of what might they be observing, scrutinized looks created an anxiety that I could barely manage on my own on a day to day basis.
I found a sanctuary, a safe place/haven at the corner of the street we lived on. A beautiful Mimosa tree that I would crawl under, its long flowing branches and pink sweet smelling flowers enveloping me, hiding me as if it were an umbrella. It was my magical world, of Lady Bugs, Praying Mantis and June Bugs, I loved it there and dreamt about it in my sleep time, later on realizing I was leaving my body.
We do and can leave our body. Astral Projection. It is part of our SOULS journey to do so in order to bring balance to your emotional bodies, in order to find your true essence of life, not purpose, your essence. Again PURPOSE is a label, it can create illusion and pressure on what to search for, what is my purpose? Your soul will guide you if you allow it.
GUT feeling is part of the equation link to the unknown. The Soul will speak through this link and connect and you will receive information which will build wisdom and trust. The Gut is the filter, your SOUL is the messenger. Always listen to that Gut feeling, it will not fail you.
Over a period of time, through life's experience, as I grew older, I had to shut myself off from this magical world of vision. It became a hardship, not a gift. Going well into my teens, I utilized it for selfish reasons to disengage from family and learning. I became head strong and thought I knew it all, because so much came to be. My ego took over reasoning and created lack of empathy. Society and structure did not fit well with me and I became rebellious and self centered.
My nature and my approach to life and others created Karma that I had to recognize and witness in order to become the healer I am. Karma is a cosmic teacher that connects with the Greatness of all, it is there to help us, not punish us. Karma helps us to recognize mistakes.
I am interested in helping others to reward your life with awareness of oneself and your gifts. To go into a place of empowerment, breaking down the veils that society infused us with. Cellular memory of old pains and emotional issues resolved. Aho