Robert Melendez

Before I "met" my guides Omar, Justina and Francisca 33 years ago; I was a teen with a very troubled mind and heart. I hated myself and my poor definition of who God was and his role in my life intensely! I had fallen into a deep skepticism of life 's meaning and purpose, constantly arguing with everything and everyone. Always reaching the same conclusion after hours of fighting...that life was not worth living, that there was no use of me at no point in the future. I was in the labyrinth of doubt , sadness and darkness that we all associate with depression. This continued for many years about 7 in total.

Until one day after my daily self "beatings" too often resulting in me breaking down into tears. I heard a voice not in my ears but inside my mind. That voice answered many questions I kept asking myself over and over again "Why was I suffering this way?" "what did I do to deserve this?" "Why is God punishing me this way?"

The voice came from a male that I had never met in this life but at the same time I felt I knew him very well for some reason that I wasn't aware of. He had a white "kaffiyeh" a traditional headdress worn by men from the middle east; and when he spoke I felt a "medicinal" effect on me.

His name he said was Omar. And the answer to my questions were the following.
"You are made of the Law and within your spiritual skin the effect of the Law therefore
you cannot escape the Law." "God never punishes you, Allah is only love one day you will learn with no doubts of any kind." "But it is your brothers and sisters that have yet to learn forgiveness who punish you mercilessly for the abuses you acted unto them in previous lives and you thought like so many, you could easily escape."

I asked: What can I do to change my cruel reality? Am I destined to suffer this way until my strengths give in and I commit suicide? If God loves me why would he not simply stop this from happening? ....I had a thousand questions...It was as if the flood gates from the Hoover dam had broken off.

Omar answered in what was to be the "norm" from that point on no matter if I had caught fire or was choking to death, he would always answer gently, calmly and with love.
Omar: "There are 3 vehicles that will help you get to the safe and peaceful waters your mind and heart need. Prayer, Meditation and Charity."

"Prayer is the act of self illumination which forms a protective barrier against the negative energy around you, It lifts you and anyone that is with you friend or foe into a more peaceful and positive emotional position. It pacifies and slowly corrects the worst defects , converting the negative energy that your spirit has into positive energy. Prayer has a stacking effect with other prayers you do during the day or night which lengthens the intensity of it's miraculous effect."

I wish I had the space to share with you all what Omar, Justina and Francisca have giving me over that last 33 years. Through these 3 vehicles I have slowly corrected many painful and embarrissing defects that I have had and reduced the intensity of many others that I'm still decades away from fully resolving.

The good spirits have always made it clear that one existence is never enough to finish the job of correcting everything we want to polish within ourselves. I hope one day to connect and exchange energy with all who have taken the time to read this part of my life.

Thank You!!!