Interesting reading. Definitely puts a whole different perspective on how I should pursue this situation. I'm not wasting my time because we needed something to look forward to, that gives us a smile and energizes us. It's rejuvenating us. Came unexpectedly for the both of us. She's exploring it and seeing how it feels or what it is. Don't hang my expectations on her because THAT would indeed hurt me. I need to just go with the flow vs investing too many emotions. You see red plastic cups. LoL Let my POI figure out her stuff and discover what she wants to discover and if I want to be that testing ground, that's my choice. :/ Be happy and enjoy the energy, grow from it. Thank you, DCV ! :)