Thank you very much, I spent to much money now lolol but I believe in what you have said and I am happy to ride this roller coaster and enjoy everything it brings :) no I'm not ready for an open relationship but I would like to have a 'companion' as it has been a long time and I think that I need someone in my life and I feel very strongly that it is him, ever since I first met him. Thank you again and many blessings!