Break ups are tough, they can be VERY painful, especially when only one person really wants it to happen. But sometimes, couples do get back together. This is a VERY FRAGILE time, the separation period. Each step must be taken very carefully, if there is a chance at getting him/her back. I will let you know if you should hold on, or let go, and how to do it. This not easy, especially when you feel so alone. You will get through this.
I am not here to critique you. I love you all just the way you are, so please, try to be honest, not with just me, but with all advisors that you speak to. Advisors will better be able to see clearly into your situation.